i am lost today

i am lost today...
i can see the clear blue skies
yet i have this fuzz in my eyes that doesnt let me sway

i am lost today...
i have this festive mood in mind
yet i do not have the zest tat will throw me at the bay

i am lost today...
i have many folks around me
yet i miss the warmth that will drive me away

I am lost today....
I have everything in front of me
yet i feel this hollow that dreads me even in the day

i am lost today...
i cant think of anything that is just not right
yet i am lost today

I am lost today
I am so bored…
Yet a smile pops up from within when I think of my heart sitting far away